Diary Room

So.. as of today I have OFFICIALLY beaten all my bbq placements

Idk what the hell Lauren got and we don’t talk about that game BUT

Yvonne got.. 8th?
Elliot got 9th

And I am IN THE FINAL 6

So either this Slaw HoH just doesn’t exist.. or it does. Either way, I will be rewatching it TOMORROW!

All of my accounting hw is due on the 14th, so I should probably just start that tonight alongside my math hw that’s due Sunday night

After that, back to updating my chart and maybe rewatching Slaw

FUCK YOU @BEATRIX AND YOUR PISS POOR SHITTY ASS FUCKING GAMEPLAY

Enters..

Hello everyone! Today I have to cast my vote to evict either Danny Torrance or Beatrix Kiddo

With that being said, I am voting to evict Danny Torrance

Don’t get me wrong, I do feel like Danny staying might’ve been better for me, but it wasn’t for my alliance. Beatrix is very clearly after me and Danny showed me proof of that. I might regret keeping Beatrix because we’re getting to the point in this game where people who want me out need to go ASAP

don’t mind me. that’s for a copy and paste since i lied about my vote tehe

I’m going to have to win out

God I’m so fucking scared for tonight and these next few days because I know I’m out the door the second I don’t win a single comp in a week

I am.. all alone. The only person I have in this game is Nina, and even then, she’s the person I have to worry about most because a she’s also a competition beast. I could take her out and have an easier time with comps.. or.. ugh I just don’t know

I NEED f6 HoH

I NEED f5 Veto

I NEED f4 HoH of veto

I NEED f3 HoH

if arisaw disappears.. it wasn’t me

Okay so…

GAME UPDATE!!

I am honestly feeling kind of.. icky? If that makes sense

I know I pissed off Lois and Christine with saving Nina.. but I know damn well if I had saved one of them and left Nina vulnerable, her ass was leaving. I would’ve looked like a goddamn fool evicting Wylie and Nina leaving when it’s the complete opposite of what I’ve wanted to happen

Nina last night told me that she just felt like really horrible for missing the vote and that she doesn’t think she’s winning, so she’s going to do what she can to try and help me win. Whether that is true or not.. idk. What I do know is that Nina has given me zero reason not to trust her, meanwhile I’ve given her like 2-3 reasons not to trust me. I’m hoping that by me saving her, it’s once again showing her that I trust her a lot. I am BANKING on Nina telling the truth here bc I just risked what’s left of my relationship with Lois/Christine on this decision

I genuinely do believe that Wylie and Beatrix are after me. I am going to ask Christine tmr for proof of Wylie asking her if she was wanting to do a big backdoor. If Beatrix doesn’t vote Wylie out here, it would also just confirm what I’ve been thinking

As for the final 5, I believe the ONLY person who *might* save me is Nina. That’s why I needed to save her tonight to make sure that she’s there. I’m kind of hoping that Nina wins the HoH + keeps me safe so I can participate in the final 4 HoH + veto. That’s my ideal scenario, but I don’t really plan on throwing that HoH either because if Nina or I don’t win it.. I believe I may just be completely and utterly fucked

As for the final 4, I’d be fine if Nina were to leave there. I know she has notes because she told me that she didn’t have any issues and didn’t run out of guesses on any of those parts yesterday when doing the HoH

For my final 3.. I’d be fine with it either being Lois/Christine or Lois/Beatrix

Whether I win against Nina or not, I’m not entirely sure. I just know that Nina has had the same allies I have had, and that they make up quite a bit of the jury. I think my best bet would be taking either Lois or Beatrix. I just don’t want to have that trend of somebody taking a goat and losing happening to me

So.. ideally

F5 HoH - Nina
F5 Veto - Me
F4 HoH - Me
F4 Veto - Anyone but Nina
P1 HoH - Me
P2 HoH - Beatrix/Lois preferably
P3 HoH - Me

I would cut either Beatrix or Christine depending on what the scenario is

My MAIN fear is not winning a competition at f5 or f4. I just know I’d be a fucking goner if I were to not win something at one of those points

literally what have i done to deserve dislikes on like all my fuckin posts

ITS NOT EVEN LIKE BAD POSTS EITHER?? a dislike on me saying “damn” .. like genuinely wtf did i do

in my feelings. goodnight