The Needle Pit

So making the marriage open, it appeared as though things were getting better and fixing themselves naturally.

Their communication was better, but ultimately Juana was holding back much more than she had been letting out

Unfortunately, the inner feelings of Juana could not be helped from being exposed.

She was distraught. She was crying every morning, every night, throughout the night.

Often she would lay awake at night. Not crying, not sleeping, but thinking; planning. She had began having different thoughts

Her sadness was transformed to anger

Her anger consumed her

The sensations she had been feeling.

They were something to be afraid of

However, over the length of this affair she mastered masking her feelings

She paid attention to the actions of Paul and Jared. Specifically she knew where Paul would go out to at nights when he wasn't home

most of the time, he was off with Jared.

While Paul didn't seem to have much attachment to any other people he had an affair with, Jared was different .

Jared was evil himself

Juana began coming up with a plan to mutilate Paul's genitals. That way, he would no longer be appealing to others.